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I keep this page as private as I can. I do that in order to maintain my ability to be completely honest without fear of someone I know or DON’T know tracking me down and making my life miserable.
That being said, we all need friends. And I’m a big fan of having like-minded friends to bounce thoughts and ideas off of. I do have a facebook page that lots of those folks are on, but I’m not going to post it here. If you would like to friend me on facebook, send me a quick email to the link below, and I’ll reply with my page.
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The Introspective Ramblings of a Middle-Aged Doubter 
Just a note from the 10% of the male population that has some form of color blindness. Your certain portions of your blog are just unreadable to me because of the color scheme. Please brighten up the text so I may enjoy the experience more!
LOL! Thanks for letting me know Paul! I had no idea that this was an issue. I will, most certainly, look into a different format for the page!
Ok…change is made! Hopefully this is a little bit easy for you to read!
Sorry… I think you are just angry and bitter with what you hold him guilty of. I understand if that is the case, so please hear me out. Might I suggest, as I did with my son, to get on your knees, raise your hands, ask Jesus for enlightenment and help. Surrender. He is real… just beyond your blink, just beyond your heartbeat. My son did it and he changed… got over his anger about the crap in his life and past and now he walks in a communion-state, a real relationship, a fellowship with the loving Maker… the Most High God… Love himself.. by the Holy Spirit and since they are both mechanical engineer-artists, they share a lot. My surrender was in 1974, again in 2009, and is daily, now, as it should be.
Also I would like to suggest Oxford Professor Lewis’ ‘God in the Dock.’ We have to admit that we put Him on trial for our fallen and shitty world that we corrupted. The Lord is very gracious… putting up with me, I know a bit this. Shoot, I would have dumped me, too. But now I see that ‘He treats me as His favorite soul’ on earth though we both know I am only a body of loose atoms or as it was called then “dust.” Anyway… another good book with a fair amount of physics and discussion of naturalism, pantheism, atheism, eastern views of nature, etc., is ‘Miracles.” If venting is your thing, check his short little ‘A Grief Observed.’ He makes a huge amount of sense on several levels… of the barrage from the god(s) of this world and his agents… and the handiwork of the Master. His other books are more famous but I feel these are the best medicine for the soul.
Blessings to you, brother. Let me know if you want to talk some more. I’ll be praying for you, also on several levels… that you will be detached from he who’s breath hardens hearts (note Pharaoh, Pharisees, Caesars, Hitlers, Inquisitors, etc.)
Sorry, but you’ve obviously not spent any time reading my blog. If you had, you’d know that I’ve already heard all those emotional arguments. I have no need to “get on your knees, raise your hands, ask Jesus for enlightenment and help” when no one has been able to convince me that ANY god exists…let alone yours. This post of yours comes off as a sermon, and that’s about the last thing that I need. I don’t know who calls atoms ‘dust’, but I certainly am not part of that crowd. Don’t accuse me of being bitter and angry. You don’t know anything about me. I’m angry now, because of that accusation, but to be bitter and angry at something I don’t believe exists is kind of silly don’t you think?